the hulk.

“Speak when you are angry - and you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret.”

so true. i say some witty things when i' mad, i can say some insulting things. but am i proud of this? no, i'm not. not that many people know, but i have a problem with anger. my parents fought and yelled at each other since i can remember, but, alas, this is just another excuse. i push the people i love most when i'm angry. and i know i need to relax, count to 25, and just breathe. you know somedays you just have a bad day and you wanna take it out on someone? and this person is usually the one that loves me the most. i feel so bad... but i know i can change. hope is not lost. i throw things when i get mad. i yell. i punch. i kick. and i'm 24. geez. i need to get a grip on myself.

been waiting all day for a call from my sister.. this call determines whether or not i can get a dog. long story. sigh. but i have time. my sis was walking her dog, a shiba inu named cody and this girl approached her asking her if she wanted another shiba inu. my sister thought this girl was crazy. these dogs run about 1,800.. my sis inquired more and found out that this girl found a stray shiba inu. my sister was ecstatic and she quickly agreed. so she took in yuki. but cody hated yuki. and she couldn't take it anymore so she gave yuki back. but now i want yuki. but now the girl who's taking care of yuki is having second thoughts and wants to keep her. geez.. heartbreak.

dogs make me really happy. no joke. i could sit at a park for hours with a dog and just be content. i hope it works out. either way, yuki is in good hands and in the end that's all that really matters..