over and under.

i suck at relationships. they go great in the beginning and it only goes downhill from there. i wanna say it's them and not me.. but i know i'm at fault as well. or maybe, just maybe i haven't met the right person yet. i'm very impatient and i have a very sharp tongue. and this tends to be a very bad combination.

my blog sucks

according to my friend bill, my blog pretty much sucks.

hopefully with the start of my new internship things will get a bit more exciting around here.

my passport came in the mail. now i just need a lot of money so i can actually go somewhere. one time i bought a very expensive wallet, but i didn't have any money. yeah.

my friend gave me a george foreman grill for freeeeeeee! so today i made chicken, rice, asparagus (my pee's gonna smell for a couple of days) and a glass of water for dinner. it was delish!

took this picture at pigeon point, what a great name huh?

i have the most nicest friend, and i wonder why he's still single. this is a messed up world. where looks come before personality. and riches before humility.

more than you'll ever know.

It's amazing how people can change over time. Not in a bad way, but it truly is amazing how people you once knew can become total strangers. One day your favorite color is purple, and now.. You don't even have a favorite anything. But I believe that together we can trudge through the mundane, and climb over the formulas in life. Triumph, and overcome we will.

I like when people laugh. That hearty laugh that you can't fake. When you laugh so hard your tummy hurts. I like those the best.

One of my life long goals is to be in the Aids Life Cycle. I had an excuse for every year. I'm not fit enough, my bike sucks, schools more important.. But last night I decided to start training for next years aids life cycle. I realized.. something will always come up, you just gotta grab the bike by the handles bar and ride.

I'm better than you in almost every way. Your fat, I'm fatter. Your mean, but I'm meaner. Your pretty dumb, but really.. I'm a lot dumberrrr. 

We are all great, in our own special way. 

We all mess up here and there, but it's gonna be alright. 

I guess life is about getting a job, and going on vacations once in awhile. Growing up sucks. 

Trial, error, and love.

How do we know when we love someone? And how do you make love last? 

I wish we knew who we're supposed to spend the rest of our lives with. But I guess that would take out the mystery, and surprise out of life. Sometimes easier is not always better. 

Is it better to have a good friend, or a good lover? 

No one said it would be easy. 

I'm falling apart, and I don't know why. I know why. Because I can't stand up for myself. 

24, and directionless. That feels about right.